wow dad a whole fricken year man, its been really rough without you. I remember a whole yr ago 10:17 pm was the last time i ever spoke to you it was on the phone and you made sure i got in the house safe after you dropped us off, all these yrs i always thought it was so dumb for you to call after watching us walk through the door inside but those 3 minutes on the phone i will NEVER forget, dad you were really more than just a dad to me you were my best friend and i honestly don’t even know how I’ve survived the passed yr without you it really amazes me. i know you’re in heaven with mommy watching down on me blah blah blah but you know what? It really fucking sucks that you guys aren’t hear you missed everything! i mean it really pisses me off you wont be here to teach me how to drive (legally) when you promised you would ! you promised you wouldn’t be going anywhere all the time when you said you were gonna move away and i would start crying like now that you’re actually gone that is the only thing people can threaten me with to walk out of my life and never come back, and the worst part of it is ive had to go through it all alone , you knew i had my issues with opening up to people and you were the ONLY one i could tell everything too you knew it all there were noooo secrets as if i was good at hiding any if i wanted to you knew me the best out of anyone and i will cherish every single moment i have ever shared with you every single story you have told me a thousand times cause those were the moment when i was truly happy i don’t think i will ever be able to experience happiness fully again. love you daddy you’re daughter Rose Violet Bellach (and a proud one at that)
” i look like my daddy and im proud” ♥

olivialivxox asked: Hey Rose. I know we're friends and all but I'm really sorry about everything that has happened. Stay strong and take care. There are so many people who want to see you happy and care about you out there. -Olivia Thai

seriously thank you so much you really dont understand how much this means to me